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I’m not a fan of this whole sleeping alone shit.
in general i try to leave spiders to do their thing because i’d prefer a lil guy in a corner to bugs getting in everything i hold dear
but i will attack if a spider shows up more than once where i’m planning on sleeping
trouble is when i hit it once and it doesn’t die and it’s trying to move but i’ve effectively doomed it and i feel like the shittiest person for the rest of the night even after i’ve put it out of the exact same misery i put it in
in the world of retail, there are no happy labor days
another day of trying to figure out my beef with closing shifts here, especially the longer ones like today
thinking it might be that i will never know if i have enough time to do all of the closing shit while serving customers until i have actually finished closing at the end of the evening
there’s no metric for progress and most of this shit can’t even be started until people stop trickling in at the devil’s pace and the point where that finally happens is always an explosive variable, assuming it ever happens before closing time (or after, let me tell you)
it is not well designed for one person at all but if we have two people we’re overmanned so we’re getting shoved around in the limbo between and that’s no good
were i to articulate this to a looming super, i’d have to say that the day is too long and slow, but not slow enough to allow me to accomplish any of the tasks expected of me as a closer
and that this situation is exacerbated by the fact that despite being relatively overmanned for three hours, we were not ‘supposed’ to prepare most of the early closing rites and now that i am alone on that floor i am unable to retrieve most of the necessary reagents for anything
0/10 tell me what the hell i can do to help fix this withered state of things because i am not here to suffer it plainly and will gnaw at the fringes of the most crippling regulations until i can actually accomplish anything
i think the feeling i was feeling today going into work was ‘antisocial’
and four hours later that setting has magnified into ‘hide me from all human life im not wired for this today and the flow of things continues to disappoint me’
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